hias...
today is just another day for me.
yesterday quarrelled with my dad.
he made me cry.
sobs.
so sick!
i really don't know what to do with him.
pigpig called me at 10p.m. yesterday.
but i never take his call.
cause i fall asleep in my dad's car.
then saw his missed call when i get up.
after that he called me again.
but i hang his called.
cause i was in dad's car.
so guilty.
made pigpig worried.
sorry worx pigpig make eu worried.
hias...
then he called me again when i got home.
talk to him.
cried in the middle of our conversation.
i couldn't hold on to my tears anymore.
sobs.
pigpig kept asking me what happened.
hias...
sorry worx pigpig make eu worried again.
talked for awhile only.
then today, isn't a great day for me too.
cause i'm still thinking about what happened yesterday.
so sad.
wake up at 9a.m. to wait for pigpig call.
cause he say that he will call me at 10 plus today.
but he never call.
is that a broken promise?
so sad.
he call me at 12.25a.m.
cause he just wake up.
forget it.
it's over.
but i wasn't angry with him at all.
then went back to tidy up my room.
went to grandma house after that.
took brian and dayna to the playground to play.
play uno and stress with dayna.
hope that the time will pass asap.
went back to grandma house after that.
had my dinner with the kids.
went home at around 9.10p.m.
just don't want to talk to my dad nor see him.
hias...
i couldn't stop of what happened yesterday night.

*so sorry pigpig.
i was having mood swing this two days.
if i scold eu, pls bear with me.
cause i feel like crying all the time.
i seek for ur understanding.

2 months 22 days with pigpig.
just wanna last long with him.
cause i just love him so much.


i just hate my dad so much.
i'm going to have a broken family soon.