Saturday, October 20, 2007, 10:47 PM
muahahas.
is our 3rd months today.
must be happy happy worx.
must last long worx.
must love me worx.
must pamper me worx.
lol.hahas.
today wake up at around 8.10a.m.
saw his msg.
he msg me at 1.38mn yesterday.
hahas.
never see his msg yesterday so never reply.
sorry worx.
hahas.
wake up so early today.
just to wait for his call or msg.
but none of that came.
sad.
wake up that time realised that my hair was messy.
then wash my big head early in the morning then blow it.
hahas.
that was funny.
lols.
after that went online.
was thinking that he will come online.
received his msg at 9.18a.m.
was so happy.
hehes.
then he asked me go online.
lols.
but i was already online.
then after that play two round of uno then sign off.
cause need to get change to go meet him.
he say he is not too sure if he is going himself or what.
received his msg again at 10.19a.m.
saying that he is going himself.
hahas.
then i went to meet him at katong mall.
but there was a jam.
reach there at about 10.50a.m.
so sorry laogong to keep eu waiting.
hahas.
then after that went into the mall to walk around.
hehes.
laogong gave me a box of FERRERO ROCHER!
so happy.
xie xie ni worx laogong.
but i never get anything for eu.
so sorry.
then after meeting him, went home.
hahas.
then around 2p.m. went to tampines mall with my sister and her boyfriend.
bought movie tickets for the horror movie.
but it is NC16!.
lols.
after taht went to walked around cause still got a lot of time.
hahas.
went to converse to get him a pencil case.
lols.
got him a coaster also.
a occupation coaster on accountant.
hahas.
hope that he will like it.
after that went to pastamania to eat.
called him while eating.
then told him about the movie.
he was angry
cause i was underage.
hias...
what to do.
i bought the ticket already.
then bluff him say that i never go in.
but i went in to the threatre.
so sorry.
then he called me when i was watching the movie.
went out of the threatre immediately to take his call.
hias...
he was some sort of don't believe me
cause the surrounding was so quiet.
then after putting down the phone, went in to the threatre to take my belongings.
didn't continue the movie.
only watch for 30mins.
but never mind.
since he don't like it i won't watch.
then went to the arcade there to wait for my sister they all.
lols.
they came out shortly.
cause the movie was too scary.
hahas.
wasted the movie tickets.
then after that, they went to the arcade and i called my laogong.
he keep asking me why so noisy but just now so quiet.
i don't know how to answer him.
sadded.
then after taht
hias...
then sister and her boyfriend say go and watch BROTHERS!
hahas.
i called him again before i went in to the threatre for the movie brothers.
he hanged my phone.
sobs.
then finally he take up my phone.
he just sound so angry.
but i know is my fault.
i shouldn't bluff eu in the first place.
talked for quite a while.
cried during our conversation.
i'm so guilty of making him so angry.
then he keep asking me don't cry.
hias...
sister and her boyfriend went in for the movie first.
then i joined them later after i dropped my phone.
cried again while watching the movie.
then my sister thought that the story was so touching that make me cry.
but in fact it is not.
hias...
msg him to say sorry.
but i know he is still very angry.
then he told me to think about what i had done.
and how to gain back his trust.
and also he won't care me anymore unless i make him happy.
hias...
was kind of feeling so down.
then the movie ended at around 9p.m.
went for dinner after that.
i'm sad today.
to JUN HAO:
i'm sorry that i had break my promise.
i had lost the trust eu had in me.
i had lost everything.
i can't lose eu anymore.
i didn't tell eu the trust today is because i don't want eu to angry.
never did i know that what i had done has hurt eu even more.
i don't plead for ur forgiveness.
i just hope that we will passed today happily.
cause is our third month.
but it was not possible.
i know that.
knowing that eu are happy is enough to make me happy.
but honestly, today is the worst anniversary i ever had.
hias...
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