Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 7:45 AM
wake up at 10.15a.m. today.miss him so much.hias...but he is not here after all.went to takashimaya today with jasper.but i hope that it was eu that went shopping with me instead.bought some new clothes at wisma atria.baby doll dress, shorts and spagghtti straps.so many people there. but i feel so lost.went home at 5.30p.m.nothing to do.no one at home the whole day.i was alone.missing him.he called me at 6.21p.m.i'm so happy that he called me.and i am so happy that he wore the oraments i bought for him at China, Tai shan.(three wolves tooth, prayed and bless for safety)but i hide it.i make myself sound like as if i am happy without him.but this was not what i feel.what i feel was lost, helpless, sad without him.hias...did he miss me?did he forget about my existing?Laogong-yesterday night i went into ur msn account and read one of the email she send eu.eu told her that eu don't know if it was real that my sister pass my neoprint to my mom.these just make me feel that eu don't trust me at all but instead eu trust her.sadded...Time seems to pass so slow without eu...never even received a call or msg from eu when eu broad the plane until today...so worried about eu.where are eu?at korea where?are eu ok?i'm ur girl alr.cherish me.pamper me.