Loving you. ♥

Monday, January 7, 2008, 3:31 AM

fucker.
i'm mad.
he is driving me mad.
hias...
how?
just hack care.
hias...
life is getting so difficult.
i'm worried.
i'm getting impatient for everything including myself.
quite some time never post already.
i don't know where to start from.
busy with all my school work since school reopens.
i'm dead beat.
let me give myself a hug.
hahas.
and maybe that will make me happier.
i don't understand why we are quarrelling over some rather childish topics everyday.
i'm not in the mood to care about anything already.
i just want to take a break.
yesterday went to parkway parade in the afternoon.
walked around.
went to singtel and see the phone i want to change.
sony ericsson 960i !
touch screen phone. 2.6' screen. 3.2 megapixels camara.
hahas.
is $600++ after deduction.
then after that went to coffee bean to do my work.
called him and talked on the phone for quite a long time.
he make me mad. he make me cry.
burst into tears suddenly cause i couldn't take it anymore.
i wanted to throw my phone but i can't bear to.
just plain angry and mad.
went for dinner at 10.15p.m. and reach home at around 11p.m.
w.0.o. so tired.
call for a day for yesterday.
today wake up at 6.30a.m.
alarm rings at 6a.m.
i wake up and sleep back.
reach school at around 6.50a.m.
meet up with him.
went back to class to do his holiday homework for him.
didn't feel like doing so at all but no choice.
school ends at 1.35p.m. today.
he accompany me home.
i dropped my bag and accompany him home again.
weirdo. hahas.
spend around $20 on taxi fare.
i'm broke.
called him and msg him when i reached home.
he told me just now that he passed his poa notes to yijie.
i don't know what to respond...i don't know what to say.
just told him that i won't forgive him.
that's it.

5 months 17 days with him.
i don't know if we should continue.
i'm tired.
let me off.