10 days never post already.
was some kind of missing my blog...

this few days keep studying.
I WANT TO GET INTO THE TOP JC!!!
that is my wish...
went to his house on sunday.
at about 12.10p.m.
saw something from his handphone that i think i shouldn't see.
was down the whole day after seeing all his message.
WHY IS HE MAKING MY LIFE SO DIFFICULT?
i really don't get it.
hias...
force myself to smile and laugh the whole day..
went to bugis to take neoprints then after that went to raffles.
his parents are there.
went to robinson then went to ding tai feng to eat.
then after that his brother came to join us.
go off to rochor centre after that.
saw something from his handphone again!
couldn't take it anymore.
drop down my tears on my way home.
say goodbye to his mom, dad and brother but not him.
I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU ONG JUNHAO!
he message me when i reach home.
tell me not to be angry.
but i just...
i message him before i went to sleep.
i told him that i want to forgive and forget.
cause tomorrow is our sixth month anniversary.

didn't quarrel at last on monday.
accompany him home after school.
then went home..

today was still very happy cause never quarrel yesterday.
it would be good if we could maintain this.
hahas.
accompany him to outram park mrt station.
his mom is waiting for him there for his dental appointment.
then took a train to kallang and change to bus 197 to go home.
went to swim..
was so tiring.
then went home..
went to his msn just now.
saw the message he send to her.
my heart sank once again.
i really don't know what to do with you anymore.

why is there another blow from you today?
i had already receive two blows from you on sunday.
what more do you want?
why did you take me for granted?

now even if you kneel down in front of me again, i won't forgive you.
you are really too much. argh!