Wednesday, January 30, 2008, 3:13 AM
life become meaningless.i am so down everyday.i don't know why.today was just another day for me.lessons are still tiring.i lost the motivation to move on.i lost myself.i feel like crying. can i?i'm getting frustrated of my own mood.why am i always affected by his words? or mood?why am i so unstable?why is he adding salt to my wound?why?we're running out of topic to say everyday.keep on quarrelling.i just feel that we are together cos of his mom.hias..i simply know that i can't go on like that.i gonna do something.he msg me and told me to stop scolding or saying them if not he will get angry or scold me.i just get use to it.i want to be happy.i want to live for myself.we are drifting apart.i hate it.but what can i do?in the past i was happier because i don't know the existance of them.but now...i know...i couldn't feel the love he used to shower on me anymore.never.Labels: failed relationship