Saturday, January 12, 2008, 7:06 AM
tell me what to do with him...are you lonesome tonight?
do you miss me tonight?are you sorry we're drifting apart.we are drifting apart.we are really drifting apart.i don't know what to do.if we go on separated ways, i don't bear to do so.if we still remains like now, we have nothing to say to each other.should i go right?should i go left?or should i walk straight?i cry everyday.my depression is getting worse.i don't know when will be my last day on the earth.no one is supporting me.no one is holding on to me.i really hate the life i am going through now.i want to change.he is changing.maybe i should change too.he no longer hugs me in his arm.he no longer kiss me on the cheek.i'm getting more and more depressed.i'm force to shout everyday.no one knows it.i only want to keep him by my side.i don't want to go anywhere.i love you. ONG JUNHAO.can you keep me by ur side?5 months 22 days. i still love you as before.