Loving you. ♥

Friday, May 9, 2008, 6:28 PM

let me start from thursday bahs.
i return him the ring.
i didn't say anything.
he didn't ask anything.
we went home.
i was angry.
how he always hit me.beat me.scold me.
i keep running through my mind.

yesterday, asked huishan out.
was really moody on what happened on thursday.
we had our lunch at new upper changi road.
his house downstairs.
actually just want to go there to see him.
but..
hais.
he saw us.
he was angry.
but...
what said is said.
i don't want to say anything.
after that we took a train to orchard.
sister was there too.
we went to kinokuniya.
cus i got vouchers.
bought a set of tarot card.
predict the future.
went to orange julius at paragon to play.
i asked a question.
you should know the question.
the final outcome of the card is to ask me to be patience.
now got a polytechnic guy asked me for stead.
huishan asked me try to accept him.
she says that love can be cultivate.
hais...
then went to wisma atria. food republic.
vent everything on food.
anger.unhappiniess.
bought a lot of food.
soup.tim sum.porridge.rice and so on.
wanted to finish it all by myself.
after that went home.

to anyone whom it concerned:
i was sad about what had happened.
since i was the one who return you the ring.
i should know the consequences.
all the best to you and congrats on moving new house.
take care of urself.
cus you really can't take care of urself.
i was worried.
about you.
but it doesn't matter.
i thought we at least got 1 year.
but...
ended with 9 months 18 days.
take care.