Loving you. ♥

Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 4:35 AM

today took back our exams scripts.
thought that my results will be ideal as i think.
but it turn out to be another way round.
hais..
:((
i thought this will be my best result ever.
but it turn out to be the worse result ever.
i cried from the second period till recess time.
pikachu cheer me up.
xie xie ni wors. hugs~
:)
i thought i will be able to pass all.
but end up only pass a couple of them.
it is disappointing right?
what am i going to do with my N' level?
pikachu did pretty well this time round.
i'm happy for him too.
was sort of depressed.
mainly from three problems.
firstly is from my pikachu's parents.
his parents already like don't really like me lers.
then now my mid-year is so badly done.
how to face them?
hais..
:)))
today still lie to his mom that 1 only failed combined humanities.
don't know how..
secondly is from my parents.
they do pins hopes on me.
i don't know how to break the news to them.
is not because that i'm scared that they will scold me.
but i am scared that they will be so disppointed.
lately my family have a lot of problem already.
i still have face to ask them to worry for me.
hais..
lastly is from myself.
i can't face myself.
i don't know if pikachu will look down on me.
hais...
:((((((((((
i just simply can't breath right now.
stuck up.
by everything that happens.
i still thought that i will be able to pass all this time round..
but end up...
i shall end here.

love is deeply shown.
from you and from me.
i love ue pikachu.
9 months 23 days with ue.
i'm contented.
hugs.muacks.
:)))))))))))