Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 2:41 AM

had not been posting recently.
so damn tired after all the remedial from monday to friday.
except tuesday :)))))))
hahas.
N'level is drawing closer but my studying mood is still not there.
start to kan-choing already.
but can't force myself to study.
what the hell.
hais...
there was once i heard it from the TV that a speaker says we are all living for the sake of paper.
when we're born, we need birth certificate. (1st paper)
then when we go school, we need to get certificate too. e.g. degrees, master) to get good jobs (3rd paper)
when we start working, we work for money ( 4th paper)
and even when we die, we need death certificate (last paper)
so, aren't we living for the sake of paper?
is paper really so important to us that we can't live without it?
hais..
i'm super tired.
i wanna give up on eveything.
do you understand?
hais...


CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU
(This song is dedicated to my dearest O.JUNHAO)

you know i can't smile without you.
i can't smile without you.
i can't laugh and i can't sing.
i'm finding it hard to do anything.

you see i feel sad when you're sad
i feel glad when you're glad.
if you only knew what i'm going through
i just can't smile without you.

you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would have believed that
you were part of a dream
now it all seems light years away

and now you know i can't smile without you.
i can't smile without you.
i can't laugh and i can't sing
i'm finding it hard to do anything

you see i feel sad when you're sad.
i feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what i'm going through.
i just can't smile

now people say happiness takes
so very long to find
well, i'm finding it hard
leaving your love behind me

and you see i can't smile without you
i can't smile without you.
i can't laugh and i can't sing
i'm finding it hard to do anything

you see i feel glad when you're glad
i feel sad when you're sad.
if you only knew what i'm going through.
i just can't smile without you.

today is my 1 year 1 day with you.
love you. last long for eternity.