today wasn't a good day for me.
was grounded...
wake up at around 10a.m.
sms homer.
then keep falling asleep while waiting for his reply.
talked on the phone with him when he reached camp till 11 plus.
and i hanged up the call when mom start scolding me.
sian.
early in the morning keep nagging over the same thing over and over again.
get out of my bed at around 12p.m.
clean my room and pack my cupboard.
went out with dad and mom to have our lunch at around 2p.m.
dad bring me to eat big prawn noodles.
wees!
then mom keep complaining and don't want to go and end up making dad angry.
haha.
that was then mom stopped her nonsense
had our lunch and then went to bedok.
cause dad and mom want to get somethings there.
then we went marine parade.
dad suggested it.
cause sister is going there with her in-charge.
mom went shopping and i asked dad out to have a drink.
dad brought me to starbucks.
had my floral lemonade drink.
was pretty nice.
and mom was still shopping when dad and i spend hours sitting at starbucks.
then no choice had to accompany mom to shop around.
mom bought a lot of new clothers.
haha.
then i pull dad to borders again.
cause i wasn't in the mood to shop around.
kinda exhausted.
kianfai sms me and asked me some things.
shall keep mum about it.
spotted sister at dome cafe at around 7p.m.
then after that takeaway my dinner and went home.
continued with my cleaning up at home.
went to bath after that and now posting.

next monday is my first month with homer.
sadly, he's having clerk duty and he's having practice at night.
which means we can't have time together.
sad sad.


well homer, i hope that my instinct is right.
i trust you and have confident in you.
and i know you won't disappoint me.
giving in to you wasn't a reward to you for being who you're now.
it was a great degree of faith, trust and love i have in you.

i am pretty happy that i manage to figure out what you're thinking.
or at least i know what to do.
i will learn to take the lead at times.
i'm starting to reveal myself.
i felt that i know you better through the time we spend together.
and of course the conversation we engaged in made me know you better as well.
i am pretty sure you're the one i'm looking for.
you're the ideal boy for me.
i won't let you go no matter what happen.
i will love you wholeheartly and no one else.
you're my one and only.

listen to me damien, i want to tell you that i love you and you're irreplacable.