Saturday, October 18, 2008, 11:54 PM
just got a part time job at tung lok restaurant.
going to work later.
work just for the sake of my cello..
well i don't know why am i feeling so emo.
at his house posting now..
just now was watching the nanyang poly beautiful sunday concert performance on the tv.
he on it.
saw belle on the first programme.
hais...
then subsequently, saw his ex..from the percussion group.
a fine looking lady..
just don't know how to describe it.
then saw the third girl.
playing the drum set.
he once told me that he had chemistry with that girl.
hais..
well i know if you see this, you'll probably regret telling me all this things.
but i seriously appreciate it when you're frank with me.
you asked me why do i get emo so easily or rather so often.
perhaps i just have a sense of insecure..
maybe you prefer me not to rely on you so much but instead i'm doing the other way round.
i remembered everything you've said.
no matter is positive or negative.
well, that's me.
sorry.
i just want someone for me to rely on and someone to hold on when i fall.
you may not be able to do it or what for you need your own time for your own stuff.
but i know you've done your best.
sorry.
and thanks for your reassurance at times.
i appreciate it.