Loving you. ♥

Sunday, November 23, 2008, 7:20 AM

yesterday, spend the whole day at cheng san.

practice my cello for the up coming audition while waiting for homer.

well, the Singapore Youth Chinese Orchestra audition for cello is next monday.

i'm kinda nervous.

though i did practice nearly everyday.

but still not confident for the set piece.

hais..

some more there will be sight reading.

that gonna kill me instantly.

let me burn the music scores and drink it.

hopefully i will remember everything.

stress!

must take one yoyo-ma poster and stick it next to my bed and pray to it everyday to make sure everything turns out well on that audition day.

today wake up early again.

working for lunch time at shin yeh.

is kinda tiring.

one people looking after 4 VIP rooms.

and there's so many people.

as if the food is free.

went to homer house to look for him after work.

he is having a bad headache since morning.

hugs my baby.

guess he didn't get enough rest.

had our dinner together at eastpoint.

hahas.

he finally get to eat his grilled lamb chop.

i must admit that it's nice.

went back to his house after dinner.

saw his niece crying cause her mum went home.

went to coax her.

and took some photos with her and homer.

stayed at his house till 9p.m. and went home.

this is me and my baby..

this is damien's niece and me..

simply love my damien :))))

baby, i know i've been saying negative things about you lately. i know it will affect your mood somehow. i know i'm being selfish. saying things like you're not as thoughtful as before etc when i know that you've tried your best and do your best. i'm like still blaming you or like not statisfied. but in fact, i'm happy with you. baby listen to me. i seriously love you. looking back, the effort you have put in to plan my birthday, the way you treat me, the way you protect me should have already convince me that you're doing your best. i'm sorry baby. i shouldn't have say all those negative things. in fact, i should feel grateful to you for accepting who i am and not the one you want me to be.

3 words. 8 letters. 1 meaning.

I LOVE YOU.