Well, I'm in a foul mood today I should say. Actually intend to visit my grandpa at the hospital with baby yesterday but he was discharged yesterday afternoon and end up baby came over to my house for dinner. Cause my dad is cooking chicken rice for dinner. We went to Eastpoint popular bookstore to get the storybook. The devil and miss prym. Forget to take the popular card from xinyi. If not I can deduct around $2 per book. I help huishan and lena to get the books too. Cause they couldn't find it at borders. Keep on telling baby that i want to eat the chocolate waffles at the bread shop there. And end up baby went to get it for me and I went to popular first. I got myself bubble tea before going into popular. Baby was angry with me when he saw me with the cup of bubble tea. :((((((( and he ate half of the waffle and gave me the other half. Cause he said that if I eat too much of these junk food, I won't have appetite for dinner later on. After that, went to baby's house to put down his bag before going back to my house for dinner. From eastpoint to his house and from his house to my my house, we talked less than 10 sentences. Baby hold my hand though. I can tell that he was very angry. On our way to the bus stop at his house there, I tried to explain to him twice. But baby ignored me. Then when we were on the bus, I weeped silently. Fearing that he won't forgive me and that he is still angry with me. I'm also afraid that history will repeat. The emotional scars won't heal even as years passed by. I've experienced it before and that scars is still there. I won't forget it for a lifetime I guess. We walked home from the bus stop remaining silently. After the dinner, baby watched tv with my parents while I'm still feeling distracted over what had happened just now...baby left shortly at around 10.40p.m. and I went to sleep after that.
Today wake up early in the morning. Feeling very un-refreshed. Cause I didn't get a proper sleep last night. School was as usual. Had F&N lessons. About to finish my research area soon. Hope that I can finish it soon. Awwww..I'm feeling so sick after what happened last night. Asked baby to call me during recess time cause I got a lot to talk to him. But when he called me, I'm suddenly lost at words. I don't know what to say. But baby's tone is a bit harsh :((((((( was in a foul mood after the phone call. Shouted at my classmate when he tried to play with my hair. SORRY! After that baby sms me and said that he still love me. oh..after school went outside school with lunch with my classmates and waited for xinyi and weijing to go to CO..going to stop here. Having bad flu and fever.

baby, sweet talk me and melt my heart please.