Changing for the better :)))
Friday, April 17, 2009, 6:18 AM

SYF is coming next monday. I'm sort of nervous. I really, seriously want to brush up on my cello skills. Sigh*. After learning for 9 years, my standard is like still so low. Kind of demoralising. I'm interested in bass too. Waiting for my baby to teach me...Desmond is so happy today just because kaiwen allows him to go jingshan. Laughs. Awwww..I am feelng inferior and disappointed. I always have the thought that people are comparing me. My god. I can get so frustrared and fed up easily. Well, after much thought for the past few days I realised that in order to last long with my baby, 15% depends on appearances, 20% depends on communications and the other 65% depends on compromising, being understanding etc. I'm still trying to be understanding. I know I can do it. Baby, give me a hug of encouragement. You've been a wonderful boyfriend to me. I love you:)