Life is indeed short and unpredictable. We won't know what's going to happen the next minute or even the next second. Let's just cherish all those around us and live life to the fullest.

Had two camping two weeks ago. Had BBQ. Didn't had chance to take photo as it was quite dark over there at East Coast Park. First time is with baby to celebrate our 1oth month anniversary. While the other one is with my sister and cousins they all. Baby came along too. Was quite fun. Enjoy it though. Have a been a good girl practicing the cello as often as I could. Went to Jing Shan chalet last saturday. Had BBQ again. There are a lot of variety of food there. But all can't be compared to my marshmallows! The soft and melting marshmallows. Laughs. Help with the BBQ. The stingray was nice. The satays too. Heard from desmond that the 夏 scores are here. So decided to go back school this coming friday for the sectional practice and to clarify some fingerings for the 雨后庭院. Suddenly feel down when baby talk to his friends there. Went to walk around on my own without telling him. Stood outside the bar listening to the live band performing hoping to cheer myself up but to no avail. Then continue walking around there until baby called me. I didn't pick up his call. Don't know what to say to him too. He missed call me twice. I called home after that to tell dad that my phone is low on batt. If he need to look for me, just call baby's phone will do. Dad then tell me that my mom is not feeling well. Palpitation. Heart beat was about 150. It make me feel down again when I heard that. I hanged the call shortly and baby called me again. I picked up his phone this time round. He asked me where am I and I just tell him about it. Walked back to the BBQ pit after the call. Sat beside him whn i return back. But he was still busily talking to his pals. I walked away again. I sms him and tell him that I went for a walk. I knew he was angry from his reply. But I didn't reply to his message. I went on walking. But this time round, it was slightly different. I cried. I sat on the stage outside the parade asking myself thousands of questions which I don't have the answer to. The feeling was terrible. I walked back to the chalet once again when he sms me and said that we should be getting off. I saw him on my way back and he gave that angry expression. He said nothing and walked back to the chalet. I followed behind asking myself why. I knew that there will be silence on our way back home. I kept mum. I was staying at his house that night. On the way back to his house, I attempt to talk to him. But didn't succeed. When I reached his house, I went to bath and I sms huishan to ask her what should I do. She told me to sms him instead of telling to his face. My good buddy knows that I am not good in words and so I think that will actually work. I sms him telling how sorry I am. After he seen the sms, he gave me a hug and kiss me on my lips. I was relieved with his respond. We watched the autospy before we slept. It wasn't a nice movie though. He shut down the computer before the movie ends as we're both as tired. He gave me a good night kiss and we went to bed. Next morning, I woke up feeling refreshed. He woke up shortly after me. We then start bathing before we are heading to tampines to have our lunch. Then from there we took a bus to downtown east back to the chalet. On our way there, I randomly asked him about his camera as we took quite a lot of photos at the chalet the day before. He opened his bag and search for his camera before passing it to me. Got rather jealous after seeing one of the photo. Was trying to cover up my reaction to the photo and act as if I saw nothing. But he knew I was jealous and he keep probing me. Didn't want to hear his explanation at all when he tried to explain. Went to join the other people when we reached Ehub as they were having their lunch there. After that, the whole lot of us went to watch ''Drag me to hell''. It was a nice and scary movie. He was sitting next to me. Trying to lend me his shoulders as he know that I was scared. I rejected it. The group of us went to the Wild Wild Wet after the movie. The ladies were in their bikinis and the guys in their shorts. Only when we reached there, the staffs tell us that the whole Wild Wild Wet is being booked by the cisco police for their police officers' family day. We were so damn disappointed. I stay quiet all the while. We then decided to head back to the chalet first before deciding where to go. Some of them suggested to go to the facilities room downstairs which include the swimming pool, sauna, Jaccuzzi pool and gym. Each of us has to pay $8.50 for all those facilities. Most of them agreed with the idea except of me and baby. Cause my house here have all these facilities. We then stayed in the chalet until 4 plus then took a cab back to my home. Bath and took a rest. Baby hug hug me and reassured me. Telling me that I'm his one and only and he have chosen me. We will have a bright future ahead. Laughs. Baby had dinner with my family. After which dad send him home at about 10pm.

Love love my baby...