Cookie boy is given away. Hope he get himself a good and responsible owner. He's a good boy. Let me bid farewell to you. Saying goodbye.

Last Friday made a trip to Nanyang Polytechnic to make my payment for the Direct Admission Pre school programme. Cost around $150. From 18 January to some day in march. Before that went to walk around at Ang Mo Kio Hub. Bought some new accesseries, new clothes and new shoes. Really 大采购! Then saturday went to Tampines mall to watch 《花木兰》 with baby and his friend Shenjian. It was a nice show. Would rate it 4.2/5. It quite touching. But it don't happen in real life. Like baby say, don't take a relationship like a fairytale cause it will never be. I'm fantasizing too much with fairytales. How the princess would live happily ever after with the prince after all the ordeal. Now I know that the day wouldn't come.
Then didn't go to Cheng San practice last sunday due to the sudden overbreak of food poisoning! Baby didn't go too. He came to accompany me and brought me a bottle of the pills. It did help. Slack at home the whole day with baby. Went to have our late lunch at singpost around 4 plus. We had aston. Actually wanted to order the japanese food but it doesn't look appealing enough. Had black pepper chicken and baby had the other type of chicken chop. Forgot about what is it. After that baby bought me a bar of chocolate to munch on. He know I like sweet stuff:) Went to popular to walk around then head home. Baby left around 10.30p.m. He was accompanying me like more than 10 hours. My god.
Then this week tuesday, accompany sister to Orchard for job interview. Glad that she got the job. Hope she will make it big. After that went to walk around at ION Orchard. Meet baby there too. Then we went to walk around together. Bought a new bag from Charles&Keith. Just couldn't resist the temptation. Baby choose it for me. Love it. Cost around $60. Oh well. Continue walking around and got some food(sushi) home. Got baby's favourite triangle rice. Haha. Bought two and other sushi. After that took a bus home. And Wednesday, went to visit my grandparents. Glad that they're doing fine. Love them:) And yesterday, didn't went out. Stay at home. Waiting for baby to come and he bought my favourite bubble tea! Had dinner together near my house here. Today went IKEA with dad and sister to look at some decorations as we're going to do some small renovation to my house and mummy's salon. Need some idea. Head home to rest after that. Went out at 5p.m. to watch my little cousin graduation concert. The children look cute and innocent. Suddenly make me think of myself. Picturing myself in 15 years time.

After all the argurments and explaination, I realise that now is not the same as the past. The past look sweeter and closer. Our conversation that day hurt both of us. But I think that it hurt me more since you're doing most of the talking. I'm sort of speechless yet helpless. Just now I'm looking through the archives. What we had both wrote in our own blog. I start to ask myself what is right and what is wrong. I'm experiencing some flashback recently. I found out that the one next to you isn't me. But I still appreciate it that you love me as a whole. I love the way you hug me that day at the junction of the road. It seems like a tragedy but yet a sweet tragedy. I'm still experiencing the one-day-don't-see-homer syndrome sometimes. What about you? Are you still experiencing the one-day-don't-see-elmo syndrome like you had before?